We’re in the middle of a global pandemic people are dying every day and hope seems so far away
You're close yet so far away I can tell something is wrong but you haven't said anything talk to me, tell me what's on your mind
Do you know that moment? When you’re wondering but not quite sure When you’re floating but can’t swim yet When you’re happy but not overjoyed
Have you ever thought of putting a pistol in your mouth? I won’t lie I’ve thought about holding a gun a bit too much I should probably tell someone
I want that happy, happiness from within, that emanates like the beam of the sun, or the sparkle of the brightest star.
If I could paint a picture of the life I want, I’ll choose lots of sunshine rainbows and butterflies. I’ll choose lots of laughter peace and joy.
I wonder if crunchy nut is still your favorite cereal and if you still drink vodka straight from the bottle. I wonder if you still stay on the phone for hours talking to your family and if you still stay on the phone till you fall asleep.
The desire that runs deep within you to want what can’t possibly be yours that feels close but yet so far away