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we live in a strange world
don’t we?
we can like something someone loathes
and also despise something someone adores
we dream about something other people will never wish for
and also reject what other people hope for
I see my reflection in the mirror
and tears trickle down my face
Am I pretty
I’m not so sure
Am I confident
I’m not so sure
What if I had no heart…
I probably wouldn’t be alive
I wouldn’t know love
I wouldn’t know pain
I wonder if crunchy nut is still your favorite cereal and if you still drink vodka straight from the bottle.
I wonder if you still stay on the phone for hours talking to your family and if you still stay on the phone till you fall asleep.
Why do I find it difficult to fall asleep, but you sleep immediately your head touches the pillow
Why do I read a book for three days and it still looks brand new, but you read it for the same amount of days and it looks a year old
you left
with a sense of achievement
you’re the man
and you no longer needed me
or so you thought
As days turn to weeks and weeks to months,
my heart is still heavy and trying to heal
Every day is another day without you
and though I’ve come to accept that,
I’m just a girl
who is trying to find her way
in this hard world
The desire
that runs deep within you
to want what can’t possibly be yours
that feels close but yet so far away
I’m lost
and I can’t find my way back
in the middle of the ocean
and I can’t seem to find the shore
I’m starting to hear my heart race
as I go over my journey
