POEM| I Forgive Myself

POEM| I Forgive Myself

I forgive myself
for believing you

for trusting you
for ignoring the signs
for the many times I let you back in

I’m proud of myself
for realizing that you’re not worth
my energy, my time and my love

Mariam Shittu


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8 responses to “POEM| I Forgive Myself”

  1. I love this!

    1. Thank you. I love it too.

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    Oke Oyindamola

    Love this❤️❤️❤️

  3. In the scar only a tear could cleave, I bleed inside this infinity chanel has weaved
    I stand underneath the rain of mascara streaks, I know forever stands in-between
    Have you ever thirsted for heaven after centuries of fallen within a spiralling heat?
    I don’t think you know the numbness slowly growing is a malaise bittersweet
    I come, and then go again, to arrive once more at a scene of wondering aimlessly

    What is the price of gambling with your peace, I know this all too intimately
    Grasped the air with fingers at thoughts only of the you now just out of reach
    The calls unanswered are of a hell clasped in the whiting iron of chattering teeth
    Her tears were the tumbling of stars being extinguished on the coldest street
    When did I get to be with this callousness of talons and wings for the one I glean?

    You’re like the air I erred on wasted dialing for tones that’ll never be a moment before click
    Can you miss even the mundaneness of things, the twang idled until you remembered it?
    I could steal and leave lingerings of a phantom pain, the ambrosia from a lover’s lips tastes
    How do you forget the look of the ethereal shattering in planes of colour, now pal eass traces

  4. Sooner we realize better

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I’m Mariam — writer, explorer, observer of life’s quiet and loud moments. I started this blog in March 2017 as a self-discovery space, and over the past eight years, it has grown into a home for everything that moves me and hopefully, something that moves you too. Here, you will find poetry, reflections, travel stories, lifestyle pieces, motivation, inspiration and Lagos restaurant reviews all written with honesty and heart. Enjoy!

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