This time
I know it’s extraordinary
like what people speak about
but I had never experienced
It’s what I had been subconsciously waiting for
and boy, that wait was long

This time
It not only feels good
It feels real
It feels right
It feels special
It feels different
and I’m excited to see how it progresses

This time
I want to show it off
to everyone that matters
It’s mine
and actual part of my life
in every way; no holds barred,
no second guesses and standby menaces

This time
I’m vulnerable
overtly expressive
not overthinking
willing to risk it all
and damn the consequences

This time
I’m ready

Mariam Shittu