POEM| I’m Not Fine

POEM| I’m Not Fine

I’m not fine
I’m far from fine
I need a break
I need change
I need freedom
But how do I get these things
When one has to work to survive?
I wish I could be a babygirl
but that lifestyle is not for me
I’ve been called a career girl
Because I actually love to work
You know the term onísé
The one who goes over and beyond
The one who doesn’t believe in laziness at work
The one you will love to have on your team
Yeah, that’s me
Challenges and autonomy turn me on
But I’m beginning to wonder
If I can do this forever
I probably would have
If I didn’t find writing
Which brings me tremendous joy
and I can definitely do forever
except it’s not paying my bills
yet

Mariam Shittu

I wrote this about two months ago when I felt stressed, and writing helped clear my head. Today feels like the perfect day to share it.

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2 responses to “POEM| I’m Not Fine”

  1. I’ve been here before. Sigh. Life sucks sometimes.

  2. Indeed, this is our reality sometimes

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I’m Mariam — writer, explorer, observer of life’s quiet and loud moments. I started this blog in March 2017 as a self-discovery space, and over the past eight years, it has grown into a home for everything that moves me and hopefully, something that moves you too. Here, you will find poetry, reflections, travel stories, lifestyle pieces, motivation, inspiration and Lagos restaurant reviews all written with honesty and heart. Enjoy!

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