I’ve been here before
I promised myself I would never be here again
But here I am
Back here…
A place I’m ashamed to be
A place I know I’m not ready for
A place I can’t be who I am
Back here…
Wondering if the ground can swallow me up
Longing for a truck to run me over
Wanting a bomb to blow me away
Back here…
With pain
With regret
With disappointment
Back here…
Where I will be all by myself
Where I will be judged without a chance to explain
Where I will have to do everything on my own
Back here…
With tears stinging my eyes
Worry burning my veins
And fear consuming my being
Back here…
Why did I come here
How did I get here
Knowing what I had to spare
Back here…
Wish I didn’t have to think this again
Pray I find a way out again
Hope I would never be here again
Written by Mariam Shittu
MARIAM SHITTU 
You’re welcome😊. You deserve it.
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Very moving poem Mariam.
Btw, I nominated you for a Mystery Blogger Award! This is in no way obligatory. But I hope you participate. “Mystery Blogger Award” is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve every recognition they get. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging; and they do it with so much love and passion. Okoto Enigma
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Thank you and thanks for the nomination as well.
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Deeply moving! Almost feels like a heart-wrenching cry for help. A Beautiful piece.
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Thank you. This means a lot coming from you.
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Beautifully written ❤
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Thank you 😊
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I love this
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I’m speechless.
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😊😊😊
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